im tired

oh my god...im tired..

tired of pretending that i m ok..

tired of lie that everything will be ok..

tired of living in pain..

its hard for me to breath..

It feel like im going to die slowly..

Everytime I think of what happen to my life live i get dizzy

my heart hurt

i get scared

i get tired

tired of hiding it in my brain and force to never think about it

tired of not being able hold on

hold on to life

to sanity

to happiness